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Thursday, June 02, 2005

The Truth.

juz tat day every1 was suddely feelin l0usy n m00dy~..hahaz n stupid me felt s0 l0st..l0st f0r w0rds and scratch my head really hard t0 tink 0f ways n meanz t0 cheer everyb0dy up..saddening it might be but i admit it simply failed~
den sum1 t0ld me..its 0kiez h0ngch00~ u r really a sweet fren budden juz n0t tat empathetic...

aR..HUH??!?!?!?

it t00k a while t0 digest wat tat actually mean while tat kind s0ul keep assurin me tat its nutinkz wr0ng~ n0t bein empathetic d0esnt mean u r a failure blah blah blah~...hahahz p00r her juz scared tat i will be hurt 0r wat..anyway i wasnt..i was juz tryin t0 c0mprehend..

it turn 0ut tat h0ngch00 tan is such a happy g0 lucky ger..hale n hearty.. free frm tr0ubles n nutink b0thers her..s0und g00d rite..hahaz but it is exactly such pers0nality tat she wasnt able t0 lend a sympathetic ear t0 ab0ut 0thers pr0blem..all she 0ffer is m0therh00d statement.."dun be sad la will be 0ver s00nz..there r m0re tinkz in life den dis.." blahblahblah..den the start 0f lame j0kes n watever c0mical stuff she can tink 0f...tat t0 her is capable 0f cheerin tat pers0n up..h0pin they can f0rget watever tr0uble n be haPpy~ ..

-------> s0rry h0ngch00tan..e truth really is..tat dun w0rk all the time and sumtimes it is really puttin urself in tat pers0n sh0es and sharing her s0rr0w...

hehe~ yes, n0w i n0e.

u n0e s0metimes its n0t as carefree as e appearance might seem...its "st0mach-ing" watever there is c0z there's nutink glam0rous abt watever i m feeling..n a decisi0n t0 av0id watever i feel..haha s0und silly 0r watever..i n0e frenz are there t0 share..but sumh0w it's juz dun feel like menti0ning..afterall i m supp0se t0 be 0ptimistic..abit 0f self therapy w0rks n the next min i get 0ver it..^^..i tell myself its juz sudden em0ti0ns..n0t w0rth menti0ning...

maybe its really time f0r a change.. time t0 0pen up n share tinkz l0ng kept t0 e inner self...t0 face up issues n n0t escaping...hahah 0kiez n0nsensical..writing f0r s0 l0ng~ the p0int is..

i lurVE u guys n n0 matter h0w l0usy i m at c0unselling~ i will be there when u need me~ n0t juz f0r ups but d0wns t00!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ch00.

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