hello darlings!

hello babes. i am feeling down. i dunno why. not cos of isaac. jus that theses few weeks i jus cant seem to perk myself up. feeling tired all the time and detesting the thought of socialising. i jus wan to be by myself and do my own stuff but i dunno why there seems to be this invisible rule that we must help the newcomers. i know i was a newbie once and i received help from the snrs. its jus that i dunno where to start. and i am struck in btw year1 and year2. some stuff i also not sure.. i mean i cant even get my life in order how to help ppl. shit man i sound damn selfish. i think it's prob a phase. oh well. my internet is up in my hse. jus that my router isnt working. so is as gd as not having internet. working on it.. will ring on saturday! keep your phones near U!!!

"sometimes i wish i was invisible."