fifa world cup 2006

ive lost 100 bucks in 5 matches.. biggest contribution from argentina who cant even beat mexico in 90 mins.. CHUI.. 100 bucks aside..i lost sth else

the last match tt i decided to try my luck was Spain vs France. 10 bucks on it and my loss would total to a 100 bucks haha.. tts the limit i set myself. but the ten bucks was not the only thing tt was lost. at 4.51 am i received a shocking sms..'' you're damn screwed up lehz! why u buy spain! you buy w me i lose! you're a jinx la! now spain kena thrashed! ugh!''

at this moment i wrote the above sms w/o even referring to it. for the past few days ive been reading it over and over again and no i did not misread anything.

anyway gambling is bad haha my temper got worse and i started yelling at ppl lol i even used KNN but its just over msn =X..


GO BRAZIL GOGOGO!! get the 6th star on ur jersey haha

ting

where is the love.

love.

a word that seems so simple yet simply difficult to understand.
a word that entangles so much meaning and knowledge to it.
an emotion one cant survive without.

haha how ironic.

Maybe its a bad season to love if there is one. Many around have met with various issues in their r/s with their love ones and clueless me cant help much but just lend a listening ear.

so love is?

to that i think all hold a different opinion and it really manifests diferently in everyone.

some time back, my little cousin (the cutest xinyee if u haven seen her u'll on 8th July) told me, "xiao jie jie, wo ai ni!" Wahahaha shock as i was, i'm still damn touched by that phrase. Yup i still am.

it's not because she loves me more than others or what but the sincerity and purity embraced within that phrase. Much as I dote on her tremendously above the others, i didnt really show it in my actions. As in you know spend more time with her, play with her, buy toys and stuff for her. So for her to tell me that, to me its a kind of i'm loving u for who u are and fullstop.

that i think is my definition to the qns.
More on this the next time haha, but more importantly to what has happened to all recently all i want to say is this:

Often than not, we question if that someone is worthy and deserves to be loved. We say he/she hurts us badly and why is it so unfair. Indeed it is unfair coz that's life.

Then again, are u worthy and do you deserve his/hers? What i'm trying to say is while questioning, maybe you want to take a step back and reflect upon urself first. Don't know if its true, but to me its always a reciprocal kind of thing. A person's behavious is somewhat reflective of the dealing party.

you ask so much of him but are you able to reciprocate back the same manner or at least in other manner that he would like you to. Maybe u see it as only cos u treat me nice so i treat u nicely too but it need not be so if done in a right way, with the correct intention. at least my cousin understands that.

so who are u to judge and measure his love for you. The yardstick i think is something to be decided by the two person.

sometimes you get so dishearten you failed/forget to look at the strong pts n why u fall in lurve with him in the first place. Has he changed or have you asked for more.

Once one party starts asking for more or starts questioning, it inevitably leads to further probing from the other party. Expectation is good but over expecting leads to disappointment and the dismay leads to disaster and it detrimental to both parties.

all the Ds add up to DEATH of the relationship. Doomed.

you make mistakes too? If you are being forgiven, if you are given the second chance, if you have been unfair to some other pple, if you failed to learn ur mistakes, if you have been shown the magnitude of boundless love, why cant u forward it to someone else?

Some says...
Unless you take out the splinter in ur eyes, all u can see is a piece of wood.
Unless you remove the hatred in ur heart, you have no room to fill it with love.

so just start loving.

have faith!

Eventually, all things would be made right.
It will be.


-she who is still learning to love.

Since all despised my Armani watch, i would have to make do with this.

wahhaa!

okiez kidding...
but seriously think the phone is nice?

On the List....

Its's not everyday that u wake up finding urself more thankful than ever.
It's not everyday that u go to work realising there's NOONE in the office except u.
So it's not everyday that i'm going to say all these but at this apt moment where all emotions flow.

As the 21st party approaches, there are people on the list whom i simply adore, thankful to, grateful to and LOVE.
^^

here it goes......

she, who never fails to stay by my side. Who puts me on top of her priority, shower me with ever flowing love, care, concern, money, branded stuff, food and bad pronunciation. Who sacrifices herself for the family, who slogs herself but never once complained and curse. The woman, the matriarch of the family. ::MY MUM::

she, my new found playmate. The lady whose company I look forward to every morning, enjoy teasing every night and complains to when i'm damn bored in office. One who will never dissappoint me when i need a creditor to ease my financial burdens. The beautiful. ::MY SIS::

he, whom i always bully but learning to love. The shortest but thinnest of the family.
My childhood hero. ::MY DAD::

she, a companion i cant live without. A teacher, a friend, a sister and my everything. Always there when i need a shoulder to lean on, always there to correct me, always there for me to vent my frustration+grumbles+nonsense.
You are ALWAYS there when i need you. Someone who tolerates, accepts and pampers me. My life. My bestest. ::SHERYL LING::

He, whom i truly detest and labeled names the first time i met him. He, who later turns out to be a great companion and proved to be an academic. He, who shares my awkward moments. He, who not bat an eyelid to my every behaviour. Somehow he's the friend. ::KELVIN LIAO::

they, the crazy brunch. All unique and yet put together warm my heart and form my memories. The group that still holds on together. A group that i found my presence and belonging. Some who becomes my shopping & MJ khaki, some who becomes my music manager & language tutor, some who encourages when things are bad and some who lends her support in all circumstances. My peachybitchy gang. ::MING.NAIMA.SERENE.TING::

they, the sweetie bunch. Who taught me to express my love and concern explicitly to my love ones. They, who brought me to the sacred, enlighten me on the goodness of man, and show me the kindness, purest sincerity. My dearies. ::AMY OW.YUNJIA::

he, the big guy. An unexpected great fren caught in uni. The big brother who’s always looking out for the little sisters. A big man with a big heart and big stomach. My dage. ::WEELEONG::


and you the special one (esp shellen quah and co who witness my growing up of falling down.). Whom I’ve no time to praise and talk about coz boss is in and work got to be done. Thank you for agreeing to come and making the party whole before it has even started!!!

one month

one more day and it would be my full one month in MediaCorp TV12.

it's scary how time flies but it also means there's just two more months to the end of internship! Rejoiced.

For the past one month, I'm grateful to the following:

MS TLC - for gossiping and entertaining me through emails.
*you don't know how bored i was when u went hongkong!

MR WL - for your 'encouragements' & prompt replies to my endless emails as well as complaints lol.

MS AO - for lunching and shopping with me during lunch. Thank God our bosses are not smart enough to
track us haa!

MS SL & Mr KL - for putting up with my complaints, grumbles, endless internet smses and more.

MR OL - for your companion during lunch, patience at work, lame jokes and videos.

and lastly to those nasty people at work who make me realise how fortunate I am not to have met someone like you before. To make me appreciate and love those around me more.

Much as i've been complaining how lousy suria is, it turns out to be not tat bad after all. I guess it all takes time to get use to the new enviornment and stuff. I'm seeing myself fitting into the new setting and more accustomed to the people, work and boredom. haha.

To be fair, i've really learn quite a bit, seen quite a lot, sleep and slack tremendously.

Pray hard that the remaining two months would be more of a blissful experience.

choo

WAD A DOPE!

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kindly check out the Post dated 11 June 2006, sunday =)

Food for Thots

Quoting MR WL:

There was someone who taught me about detaching yourself from emotions. But this is different from not feeling any emotions, it's enjoy the emotions. It is impossible for anyone to feel emotionless. feel the anger and tell yourself "this is anger, i felt it and now i'm going to let it leave me" don carry them with you nothing is permanent...

nothing but love.


true?

when one gets bored......

Choo, your true color is Green!

You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color!


What's Your True Color?

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......u do tests

totally pissed.

perhaps i was wrong in thinking that I am a person with damn high tolerance.
In a single morning..

Conversation Part 1

"Ya okie, so where can I retrive these data for Table 3?"
"You never do before so you dont know one la.. you wun noe one. "
*den went on to click here click there mumbling to herself watever shit

bloody hell if i've done it before i wun be asking u rite.
if u dun understand wat i'm asking cant u even clarify juz assume that i dunno anything and brush me off with some useless explanations.

Conversation Part 2

"..last time i have a singapore poly intern, XYZ, she is very good one help me do all the retriving of data, sorting den inputing them. But I think you cant la. For you better not, just fill in the table. "

ya watever la i'm not saying i'm like how good but anutie u nv let me try how u noe i cant. and if u tink i'm tat lousy y dun u kindly go do it urself or ask tat excellent ger to do it for u . ass.

and that's just some highlights, so much to bear for talking to someone for even just 10 mins.

Seriously I'm damn tempted to tell her to get a life and be more sensitive in watever she says. Indeed I am an intern but it doesnt mean I have to put up with all these shit. Count myself lucky I'm just staying here for 3 months else my blood vessels would either burst working with this kind of people or i would die from high blood pressure. She and her feng liang hua, fei hua, watever.

REN, I will.

Just as I got over it, thinking to myself no point getting frustrated over such idiots, all I look forward to is just having a nice lunch. Mr DT is suppose to have lunch with me at 12.

1215 - SMS: Hey boss, time for lunch. Are we still lunching?

1225 - no reply

1230 - "HEY DT, having lunch?"
"Hey ya. I call you back. Driving now."

1255 - SMS: Hey i cant make it today. Something crop up. Call you back later.

*sigh* its okiez. I just turn down my colleagues for lunch and waited for an hour starving like nothing tats all.
Independence, I am.

Just a series of events that piss me off esp when u r not feeling well and u will juz feel
DOUBLE pekchek and 2X less tolerant & understanding.

watever.


choo

Immortal Love

my favourite!! hehehe

MLB- Ni Kuai Le Suo Yi Wo Kuai Le

MLB- Guo Huo

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Working = Slacking

Nothing is slacker than reading papers, chewing nuts, reading blogs, checking up words at dictionary.com and correcting your own pronunciation at Merriam-webster, probing for articles at wikipedia.com all morning.

Indeed I am a slacker.